Detachment (A passing muse)
As you experience life more and more, some of the concepts that seemed too abstract to wrap around your head, become more tangible, easier to believe and live with. Such a one is detachment... How can you be passionate without attachment? How can you not care and yet love? These questions bugged me as a teenager. But now, nearing 25, I find this curiously satisfying feeling of something I can only term as detachment touch me at unexpected moments, filling me with a calm serenity. At most other moments I crave it, and cannot find it. But in some rare, pure moments, I experience care without strings, if such a thing might be. I experience an absence of negativity. It's not the same as being aloof, 'cause sadness still has its grip on me. But the grip that felt like claws biting into the flesh now feels like a compassionate hand resting on the back - supportive, understanding.. At others, in moments of pride and success, instead of a wild ecstasy filling my lungs, a blissful...